**LJ Idol Season 4 Week 19 Entry: Hear Me Roar**
**Note: This was my final entry. I as voted off this week. I’m proud to make it to the top 37 out of 154 original contestants. Thanks for the fun ride!**
Late last spring my friend called me, frantic. She is on staff for a convention that lost their photographer at the last minute and needed a replacement at very short notice.
She pimped me.
That was all it took to get the cherry gig of convention photographer at ShoreLeave. The perks involved a dedicated seat in the front row, a free badge into the convention, lunch for two days, and the freedom to shoot the guests as often as I pleased.
Let me think about this.
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Two months later I attended ShoreLeave for the first time in nearly two decades. I skipped the usual costume fun for easy to move in clothes. With my digital SLR strapped to my neck and loads of memory in my pocket, I began shooting right away.
And shoot I did, 2500 photos later I finished for the weekend. I spent more time on my feet walking in that one weekend than I did in the previous month. It only took me three months to wade through the digital media. Thank goodness it wasn’t film!
Many photos went to the digital hard drive in the sky while others brought me great pride. Especially one that I set to print early Sunday morning so as to get it autographed later that day.
On Saturday, the beautiful and amazing Nichelle Nichols spoke to the gathered crowd. This woman invented aging well. Fifty odd years later and she still looks just as amazing as on the show that made her famous. I can only hope to be so lucky. I snapped one of my favourite pictures of all time while she spoke, and it floored me. (And everyone else I showed it to.)
All day Sunday I carried that 8×10 in my bag eagerly waiting for Mrs Nichols’ autographing session. My role as convention photographer allowed for me to jump to the head of the class shortening my wait in line.
While waiting, people in both the staff and patron lines said the same thing to me. “Mrs. Nichols will love this photo. Wow, you took that?”
Two past presidents of the organization behind Shoreleave informed me, “She will want a copy of that. You need to make her one.”
I did not believe them.
One of those two women happened to be Mrs. Nichols’s handler for the weekend. When I stepped up to the table she took my picture and quickly hid it with a smile. Mrs Nichols was far too busy inquiring after my photographic endeavors to notice anything awry.
When slipped the photograph from her handler, Mrs. Nichols just took it in, her hand covering her mouth. Glossy. 8×10. Her. The day before. You could see these thoughts cross over her face.
“Dahling, there is one problem with this photo.” She drawled. Yes, I said drawled.
Panic! I thought about all the gross errors in my candid photo. Her pinkie finger was cut off, bad colouring, maybe some cropping work could improve the centering. What was it? My heart pounded in my chest and I gulped.
“What is that, Mrs. Nichols?”
“Oh dahling, you aren’t getting this back.”
Wha—?
And then I noticed. Beside her sat her handler, clutching tightly to her stomach with head thrown back in laughter. The current convention chair on the other side scrambling to see what all the fuss was about.
“Um… what do you mean?” Yes, I was that stupid.
“Dahling, this is absolutely fabulous! I love it! I want it!”
Yes, she signed my photo and I then spent the next hour jumping through hoops to get her a copy of the print as that corner of Maryland still observes the old Blue Laws.
She hugged me, kissed my cheeks, and thanked me for her photo. The whole time I did not know what to make of any of it. This is Nichelle Nichols after all. She has real photographers to make sure she looks absolutely fantastic. She has a star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame. She hangs out with celebrities like William Shatner who might see this picture.
Who am I to have such honour? Just a nobody girl in Virginia that got lucky.
The highlight of my amateur photography career happened this day last summer. Her love, her zeal for my photograph. Her asking if she could have the digital image. I am still trying to get it to her. Apparently she wants to “use it”. Yes, my photo.
Unbelievable.
I love photography. Every time I take a photo for someone and they love it I feel so good inside. Capturing someone’s special moment is a miraculous gift. I appreciate the invitation to share it and hope I can achieve the desired effect with my photographs.
I struggle finding satisfaction with my work. I critique myself far worse than anyone else. In every photo, I see flaws, things I should do better next time. I fear rejection so I spend hours painstakingly digging through my photographs. Even so, when I finally hand them over people love them. And that is when I finally feel good about my work. It does not stop me from constantly revisiting past jobs, looking for more to do to improve the photos, but I feel satisfied in a job well done.
Next up, a wedding in Arizona. I cannot wait. Though not on the same level as Nichelle Nichols, it still brings me excitement and joy.
I am photog – hear me click! With the camera glued to my eye, I see through my lens. I capture the moments as they enter my viewfinder. My SLR mirror flips continuously, a clunky clicky sound that I adore. What shall I shoot next? Only my Canon knows for sure.
For your enjoyment, here are a few of my other photos from Shoreleave:
–Lady O
chite said:
OK girl. Here are my comments:
Go through and change everything to past tense. You’re mostly there already but the opening and a few places in the middle slip into present.
You have a few british spellings; “favourite” and “honour” stand out. Don’t know if you intended that. “stomache” also should be “stomach”
It’s a great story. Just fix the tense issue and do a punctuation edit, and you should be great.
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spydielives said:
There is so much enthusiasm and joy in this piece; it is great to see YOU come across.
Some editing suggestions?
There are some verb tense changes you might want to double check:
“called me, frantic. The convention she ran the children’s track on lost their photographer and needed another one free on a very short notice.”
“That was all”
There are more, if you want me to continue… Essentially, the whole thing should be written in the past tense, until you get to the “Who am I…” section.
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Lady Ozma said:
Thanks!!! I’m going to go through and fix
let me know if there’s more…
BTW I’ve edited in the photo now
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lilmissmagic71 said:
/envy on
The pic is gorgeous… no wonder she wanted it! I have had the honor to meet her three occasions at Dragon Con… she is SO wonderfully open and funny… SO cool you had this experience with her…
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Lady Ozma said:
This is why
I generally edit before I post. I’m just in panic mode… eeeek.
Thanks!
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Lady Ozma said:
She rox
I love her. I just wish the person that was supposed to put me in touch with her would DO IT ALREADY. *SIGH*
I don’t think she’s going to be near me again anytime soon. So I can’t just take it to her that way.
Oh well.
by the way some of my other photos are on my flickr.
I LOVE this photo. 🙂
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chite said:
Re: This is why
Yeah, I just had a couple of edits come in on mine too 🙂
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Lady Ozma said:
Re: This is why
I hate editing my work so close to writing it because I miss the little things thinking they are there. Especially if it’s a missed letter or something in the word. My eyes just read over it like it is the correct word. GRRR.
Anyway, thanks for looking at it for me. 🙂 I am just so overtired this week I needed any help I could get!
By the way, the photo is edited in now. 🙂
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chite said:
Re: This is why
I saw! It is spectacular!
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Lady Ozma said:
Re: This is why
Thanks!
And now i hate Gary. I’m thinking about using this for NEXT week… I am photog hear me click. On the bright note, I can post it NOW!
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chite said:
Re: This is why
Holy cow! I can’t believe you had another one ready to go!
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Lady Ozma said:
Re: This is why
I know. Did you see that? I posted it. FIRST ENTRY.
GO ME.
Now i just have to hope I don’t get voted out!!!! So this entry isn’t a “home entry”
I did edit in a new paragraph and some new photos… ROFL. Just because of the changing of the entry goal… HAHAHA
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gauvaine said:
I can see why she wanted that picture. It’s clear, the lighting is perfect, it’s at a good angle, and she’s smiling and looks great for being in her 60’s.
Paul McGillion doesn’t look like a hybrid or Replicator at all in this episode. Rachel was very upset what they did to him last season. She misses the Scottish accent.
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Lady Ozma said:
I love that picture
It makes me happy… 🙂 Her reaction was far more extensive… but I just coudln’t put it all in. Oh my gosh. I gushed and gushed for weeks. Ok, it’s like six months later or more and I’m still gushing. HEHEHE
But I held off posting because of the picture. I’ve decided forget it. I’m posting. 🙂
I was upset what they did to him as well. I am glad they found a way to bring him back. And did he not have his regular accent? He sounded like the last time I saw him… LOL
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adpaz said:
That explains why I didn’t see it on my flist as I was reading everything from the latest post in LJIdol to now. It was from last night! Great job, though!
*hugs*
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Lady Ozma said:
HEHE… late last night!
So it was probably buried. 😉
Thanks!!!
I just hope that I make it through this week so this entry can count for next week!
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gauvaine said:
Re: I love that picture
Oh, he had his accent. She just missed her weekly dose of it while he was off the show.
I’m beginning to wonder what they are doing over there at SGA. They boot Torri Higginson, replace her with Amanda Tapping, she leaves the show after one mini-season. They get rid of Paul McGillion, and then fan reaction is so severe, they try a way to bring him back. They have Robert Picardo taking over. I just don’t know where they are going with all this.
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Lady Ozma said:
Re: I love that picture
Ahhh… OK. I’ve missed him. I love it. *SIGH*
Well they had to bring in Amanda. When The Hammer killed SG1, Tapping was still under contract. I think Torri needed some time off for some reason or another, but I can’t remember the details. She probably had a film or something. *shrug*
Amanda Tapping’s contract was not even being considered for renewal, they just needed to find a place for her for a year. It was rather annoying the bad treatment, honestly.
As for Paul’s role, the writers were informed they WOULD shake things up. They did what they were told to do which is never good. You don’t mess with writers. LOL Writers know their fans.
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elle_cosette said:
wow! stunning photos.
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loadhan said:
Whoohoo!
Fabulous! The photo and the story to accompany it! 🙂
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Lady Ozma said:
Thanks!!!
I’m very proud of them. 🙂
I loves them. 🙂
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Lady Ozma said:
Thanks!! 🙂
It was amazing. A crazy weekend, but totally one of my best weekends ever!
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tulip_in_yellow said:
Love it love it love it. Your passion glows and so do you.
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Lady Ozma said:
Thanks 🙂
I appreciate that!
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monkeysugarmama said:
That picture is awesome!!
Photography is one of my fave hobbies. I would never be brave enough to do a wedding though.
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Lady Ozma said:
Thank you
I wouldn’t either, to be honest. But here’s how I did my first one. It’s kind of funny.
My SIL calls me up and says, “I’m marrying Wade. But we’re looking to be frugal. So I’m asking people to do stuff for me. Think you could take my pictures if I gave you the film? Wedding photogs are outrageous!”
This was her second marriage. So she knew.
I was like, *GULP* “Sure.”
Figured seh couldn’t hate them too bad since we were family. HAHAHA
So I went and I shot rolls and rolls of film. Gave her the rolls and went on my merry way.
A year or so later we were down at their house visiting and I saw this great photo from the wedding. And I was like, “Wow, that’s great! I wish I could take photos as great as this. Maybe one day I can! You had a good photographer.”
She said, “Yeah we really did.”
About two minutes later we looked at each other and went, “Um, that photog was me/you” at the same time.
I’m a dork.
The second wedding I shot was a friend of mine. She said, “You are the only one close enough that I trust with a camera. Can you come to the Temple and take photos?”
So I did. Those pictures I saw. They were great. But once more film… so I didn’t get to do any post processing to give them the nice wedding feel or anything. But that’s OK. 🙂
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puppetmaker40 said:
Love the photo and understand why we had that conversation in chat last night. I’ll see what I can do to get you in touch with the right people. I might refer her people to this entry so they can see the photo if that is all right with you.
I was at that Shoreleave! I’m always at Shoreleave. You going to be at the next one?
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Lady Ozma said:
HEHE yeah it makes sense now
Well if you were at Shoreleave last year you saw me. I was the crazy camera lady running through the halls as convention photographer.
I have heard nothing about their needing my services this year so I don’t know if I will go. I know the hotel’s already booked and the convention is rather expensive. So I don’t normally go because hello, family of four… It adds up way fast.
I’d like to go. But at this point I just don’t know. I enjoyed myself while running like a manic nutjob last year. But wow, it took me way too long to go through all the photos. I didn’t realize it would take me months to get through photos. I think it took me like a month and a half/two months to get through them all. I’d never done anything of that size before in my life… HAHAHA Now I know! In the future if ANY convention asks me to be a photographer I’m telling them it will take me 3 months to get through the photos. It didn’t help that I had four other photography jobs at that same time. (Summers are when I seem to get the most photo work from people. Probably because it is nice out. And two were rush jobs when I took them.)
In defense of the person that Mrs. Nichols told me to get her information from… apparently that lady moved out west or something not too long after the convention. So she’s probably been busy and whatnot. It’s OK, but I get annoyed with myself when I don’t follow through with things and I’ve tried to follow through… but… circumstances have worked against me.
I’ll be at Balticon if you are going to be there… not sure if you do the literary conventions or just the media ones… 🙂 I’m always at Balticon. (Partly why shoreleave is so hard. That bullet is hard to bite so close together.)
Right now i”m gearing up for Ravencon in Richmond. 🙂
I appreciate whatever you do. I just feel very guilty because I told Mrs. Nichols that she could have the photo, but I had lost my pen at the convention somewhere so I had nothing to take her information down on. So she told me to get it from so-and-so, but that person never came through. Mrs. Nichols is more than welcome to the photo, I’m honoured she liked it so much. It really made my… life. LOL
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lilmissmagic71 said:
I commented back when I first read this, but now that I’ve come back to re-read it (I do that sometimes) I just wanted to add… *sweet sigh* ‘Oh Paul!’
my fandom is showing, huh?
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Lady Ozma said:
I do that too
HEHEHE
Add all the drools you want over him… he’s a cutie pie. 🙂
I got a picture taken with him for free. Of course no one knows how to use my camera so I look awful. But it’s OK. ROFL
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chazari said:
That is truly a wonderful picture and a good entry to boot!
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wildcatwrites said:
Nice entry! I love photography!!! (great Pics!)
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Lady Ozma said:
THank you!!!
Glad I’m still in for it to be posted!! 🙂
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Lady Ozma said:
Thanks!!!!
I love photography, too
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browneyedgirl65 said:
That is a stunning picture of Nichols!
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Lady Ozma said:
Thanks!!!!
I thought it was just great. I am currently trying to figure out where to hang my autographed copy.
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browneyedgirl65 said:
Re: Thanks!!!!
Oh! I have the perfect wall at my house! I’d be glad to let it hang there!! 😉
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Lady Ozma said:
Re: Thanks!!!!
HAHAHAHA I bet you do. You can have one of my other photos if you like 😉 *GRINS*
I actually don’t have any photos of people hanging up. So I’m kind of like ‘Hmmm, what should I do with this?” Wait, I do have a people… I have a guard at the tomb of the unknown soldeir… LOL
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xo_kizzy_xo said:
Gorgeous pics, especially the one of Nichelle…and yeah, she ages extremely well!
Positive roaring. I LOVE THAT!
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Lady Ozma said:
OH man she aged well
I gotta tell you, it was amazing to meet her. She’s remarkable and she looks great and it’s like meeting hope in a human form. 🙂
Thanks for the pix compliments!
And I’m glad I could positive roar. Stand out from the crowd! 🙂
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wherdafux_d_cat said:
Such a great photo of her! Well done!
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Lady Ozma said:
Thanks!!!
Appreciate it!
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